Two more friggin' weeks
Friday, Jun. 02, 2006 10:44 am
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Friday, Jun. 02, 2006 10:44 am
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38 weeks today... But my uterus is measuring 43 weeks...
43 weeks.
Fourty three weeks!
Jesus Christ Bananas!
Yeah.
Yesterday was a realy bad day. From start to finish, it pretty much sucked.
I had my weekly checkup with my doctor yesterday, and I went in hoping she could give my a date for induction...
No deal.
She is going to make me wait until June 16th. And then if I am still pregnant AFTER June 16th, THEN we can talk about inducing me. I was so upset. I broke down in tears...
I mean, now I can see that she is just doing what she thinks is best for me and the baby, but at the time I felt like she was out to get me...
I was a little irrational...
All I could think about was TWO MORE WEEKS... Two more weeks of pain. Two more weeks of discomfort, sleepless nights, crankiness... Two more weeks of waiting... Of being swollen... Of headaches...
Ugh.
TWO MORE WEEKS!
It was so hot out, and the kids were acting up... So everything got blown out of control... I was sweaty and tired, and sad... Then we came home and Bubba would not take his nap. I was so depressed, and all I wanted to do was go to sleep. He was so tired and cranky, but he would not! For over an hour and a half I tried over, and over to get him to lay down. But he was having none of that!
I kind of snapped... I was getting more and more frustrated with him, and I was afraid I was going to hurt him... So I told the witchling she was in charge for a little while and I locked myself in my room.
Took a nap, tried to cool off...
While I was sleeping, my mother called and the witchling told her how upset I was, so she came over and took the kids for a while, fed them dinner. Gave me a chance to destress.
Then James took me out for dinner, and that was nice. I began to relax.
James put the air conditioner in our bedroom and that helped...
By the end of the night, I was somewhat back to normal.
Things you can only learn from movies and television...
If I see one more little winky...
right now
Feeling: 
Currently Reading: Guilty Pleasures, by Laurell K. Hamilton
Listening To: pjs
To Do List: I am doing NOTHING today...
Currently Reading: Guilty Pleasures, by Laurell K. Hamilton
Listening To: pjs
To Do List: I am doing NOTHING today...
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