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My birthday is in two days. I am going to be twenty-five years old. That is so weird. My dad died when he was twenty-five. Seventeen days afterward to be exact. So this is a freaky, and kind of sad birthday. I am about to outlive one of my parents. When I was a morbid little girl, (and I was. Oh so morbid. I thought about death all the time) I used to think that I might die on my twenty-fifth birthday. March 28th, 2005 So Happy Birthday to me, I guess. Moving on now. Goddess, that was depressing wasn't it? Happier thoughts... My mother is making all my favorite things for easter. Because my birthday is on Monday, she is having cake and things for me on Easter Sunday. Which should be nice. I asked for a Carvel Fudgie the Whale cake... I wonder if she'll get it for me... I wanted to talk today about a dream I had last night, but now I have spent all my effort on trying to sound cute (instead of pathetic) and I can't remember what it was about! I have to go to my mother's house in about an hour, to help her cook for tomorrow, and I am still in my pajamas... James is so cool. Lately, Little Patrick likes to get up at seven in the morning. So James gets up with him and takes him downstairs, and I get a lay in! Its great! I love my husband! Stay-at-home mother of two, one of which isn't even one yet, and I get to sleep in till nine or ten in the morning! He is so great! I hate waking up... I love to sleep. To be snuggled up alone in a big comfy bed and allowed to stay there as long as I wish is a wonderful luxury! The only thing that stinks is that after a while my back starts to hurt, and that forces me out of bed!!! Well, that's all for now. I need to go and get dressed. Things you can only learn from movies and television... If I see one more little winky... |
right now
Feeling:
Currently Reading: nothing Listening To: blue nightshirt... But I will be wearing a black t-shirt and jeans To Do List: Everything will work out the way we want it to... book of shadows
touch me
thanks
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