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I am sort of depressed tonight... Sort of eh. Ever feel like complete and utter shit and not know why? Ever have a vague, wispy feeling that something is not quite right, and not know what it is? I feel that way. I feel like something bad is happening, has happened, will happen, and I don't know why. I feel like I would if I went out and suddenly remembered I left the stove on at home. It's bugging me. I was fine all day. But in the past few hours, this nagging, niggling, thing has squirmed its way into my brain. This weight has settled between my shoulder blades. I feel sad. I feel like I want to cry and I don't know why. I decided to change my layout, I am in the process (well Leah is really) of changing the colors around. I want the green gone. Whether I liked what Lucian had to say or not, I do not like the idea that my bright colors make me look like a "teenage-pre-pubescent-princess." That line really bugged me. I do like this color for the entry text. It's sort of a silvery purple. Well, I realize this is short, but I am tired and more than a little unhappy so I will end this here. I was going to write an entry about my first ever skinny dip (with other people) but it will have to wait until the morrow... I don't have the patience required to type anymore tonight. I just looked at the clock. Its 12:44 in the morning. So today is June 30th. Its my Dad's birthday. Maybe that's why I feel the way I do. I don't know.
Things you can only learn from movies and television... If I see one more little winky... |
right now
Feeling:
Currently Reading: Dean Koontz's Dragon Tears Listening To: Blank tank top and silk skirt To Do List: I could bring flowers to my dad's grave book of shadows
touch me
thanks
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