Wednesday, Jul. 16, 2003 11:41 am
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Just woke up. More bad dreams. In this one the witchling, James, and I were in the desert... It was late at night. He went off to pee and didn't come back. In the morning we found his body... He was a skeleton, picked clean by carrion birds. Then the witchling and I were left alone to wander the desert. Right before I woke up the wichling was so sick she was about to die.
Sigh.
These dreams are really weirding me out. I know that they are just a result of the stress I am putting myself through, and they don't mean anything, but seeing my husband dead is still going to bother me! I feel like I'm not getting any rest at all. Being worried during the day, and having terrible nightmares at night leave me no room to breathe!
And three mornings in a row I have woken up with that painful-crying-feeling in my chest...
Have you ever hsd a dream in which you were so upset you just cried and cried? And then upon waking that painful lump in your throat is there, testament to the fact that you actually were crying in your sleep?
Things you can only learn from movies and television...
If I see one more little winky...
Currently Reading: Marya A Life by Joyce Carol Oates
Listening To: Purple Nightgown
To Do List: I'd returned the library books on Monday