I long for a schedule... Any kind of schedule will do!
Friday, Sept. 03, 2004 9:50 am
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Patrick is two months old now... But still not sleeping more than 1-3 hours at night. During the day, he is awake for huge chunks of time, and unlike my witchling, who was content to watch the world around her, this baby needs to be entertained!

He is such a momma's boy... I went out last night, just for coffee with Mich, and James said he cried from the time I shut the door. When I came home, two hours later, he was still crying. But as soon as I picked him up he stopped. Then he just stared at my face for a long time, watching me... Whimpering every once in a while as if to say "You were gone forever! You wouldn't believe what he did to me! Don't ever go away again!"

On the one hand, it is nice to be needed, but on the other...

I am lucky if I get out of my pajamas these days.

Sigh

But I am happy. And such a proud mommy!

I am still nursing, and I was looking forward to not getting my period for a while, because when I was nursing the witchling I did not get it for over six months!

My doctor put me on the mini pill (mustn't get preggers again so soon! Oh Goddess... I can't even imagine having two children under one year old! Thinking about that gives me the shudders!) and the second week taking it, period time. I felt jipped! If that wasn't bad enough, there I was, at the mall with James, wearing white pants cause I had been done with the bleeding for a week, and I started feeling really crampy. Luckily I still had some pads in my diaperbag, left over from after I had the baby. I put one on as a precaution, and sure enough... Got it again!

Twice in three weeks. I am pissed!

Oh well.

Moving on now... Enough talk about my bodily functions!

I really need to get my act together and start writing regular updates again! I have had this thing for over a year and a half, and invested alot of my time and energy into making it mine. I don't want to just stop.

But its hard to find the time to write.

Hopefully Patrick will get his act together soon!

Wishful thinking I guess. I long for a schedule... Any kind of schedule will do! As long as it has a space in it for me to sleep!

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